trolltrain has left the station
I trolled some people today on my day off. I’m not going to get into the troll stuff, but I made you read this, so bam trolled again.
My life rocks.I make it lonelier than it needs to be sometime, but that’s just who I am from time to time.
Having a girl to be cute with seems like fun, but would I ever make time for her?
I would love to have something profound to say, but really when it comes down to relationships I have, they are either shallow and without depth, or they are ultra deep. The ultra deep relationships are pretty rough on both parties involved because you give so much emotionally. Sometimes completely, and there’s no way to easily recover.
So some people who aren’t ok with being single have problems with independence, and can’t generate their own fun. They are reliant on others. I feel bad for them.
So a girl from way back is texting me again. She is newly single out of a marriage of 5 years or some such. She is really trying to put herself in a situation where we hang out. I am really not interested. There is nothing interesting about her. She has absolutely nothing going for her in life, and her goals are lofty at best. She doesn’t take action to work towards them. She’s taken action to get herself out of her shitty marriage, but the stuff she writes (she wants to be a screenwriter) is generally bad. Nothing she says is profound. She’s not artistic. The girls that usually hook my interest are musicians, actresses, directors, artists, etc.
There is nothing profoundly epic in going on in my life, but I am challenged by it, so I like it. I’m nothing amazing, but I don’t want to waste time surrounding myself with boring people, or getting involved with a boring girl.
If I said I’d hang out with you on sunday night. I’m probably going to blow you off. I’m in ultra chill mode: drink booze, grill food, hang out with friends, don’t go anywhere.
